somehow i have the feeling nobody turns up here anyway cause the blog was dead for awhile. but frankly i couldn't care less.
the week's over now and basically next week is the block test week. honestly i'm not ready and surprisingly i don't care. i'm just jaded.
school's been shit. copious amounts of tests and homework. training at mars on wednesday and friday and at venus on saturday. teachers who couldn't be bothered about our grades and who are generally incompetent. writer's block when doing GP essays. total spammage of info for history. in fact i retract my statement about school being shit. shit is an understatement.
this is J2 now. i have no direction in my life, i have lost steam at the wrong time.
and you.
i don't know what to say and what to do. i don't like the way i feel now but it's hard for me.
doesn't matter. incessant rambling.