i'm stressed and i won't deny it.  i'm trying to do well and get into my school team as well.  guess the main problem for me is getting into the team?  portfolio is important so yeah it's not just results for me.

anyhow, blocks are approaching.  GP paper on Wednesday and Econs on Thursday for me. hopefully i'll manage.  can't afford to screw up or i won't be allowed to represent the school.

to you: i'm sorry.  shouldn't have done and said certain things and i know this year will be hard for me but i really do want to talk and i'll try my best.

hmm i'm mentally drained and still have to do work.  i really need prayer support now.