well drumming today was good i guess.  yeah i made more mistakes than i normally do but it was the first time in a long while that i worshiped on stage.  i felt liberated in worship and perhaps that's why i made mistakes.  i wasn't afraid to go all out and just whack the drums.  so yeah it was a little loud today and people could probably tell i made mistakes, but so what.  we worshiped, people jumped, people sang their hearts out and hearts were poured out to God.  that's all that matters.  not whether i played well or whether i made mistakes, but that people worshiped and we led them to worship.

so yes, i felt good about today's worship.  been a long time since we've seen jumping in the YF and perhaps this is a sign of things to come.  perhaps what the worship ministry has been hoping for is here, where people are unafraid to sing loudly and just jump and worship God for who He is.  this is worship, and hopefully it continues this way and God will just look down from above and just smile and revel in our imperfect worship.