you know how you look at someone else and you see in the person something that you lack. be it a trait or what not. and then you just start to stab yourself and question youself about why you're not like him or her in that area and start to think why you are so lacking.
my flaws are apparent. they are appalling.
inevitably, you start to hate yourself for it. you want to change but it has become so much a part of you that its hard to change.
screw it
posted @ 11:19 PM |