somehow.

the past two weeks have been crap.  now that i look back at the past two weeks, i don't even know that that was me.  i was living a life that i shouldn't have been living, so much so that for the past week or two i couldn't worship.  i just kinda stood there and waited for worship to end.  and i mean i was tired of all that.

was expecting the same today but i just thank God for allowing me to worship as i have been worshiping.  to love Him the way i used to love.  for knowing that He will carry me through everything that is to come.