well yeah thanks to all the teachers for really putting things into perspective, perpetually shouting into our ears that promos are in exactly 13 days, minus all the number of hours that we wasted in the day. yeah i could really have done with a human alarm clock since my alarm clock doesn't really work, cause i don't really have an alarm clock in the first place.but there's just a lot of mixed feelings these few weeks. somehow there's this sense of expectancy, and i'm looking forward to the promos. well that doesn't actually sound sane, but i am looking forward to that dreaded week simply because after that i know i'll be able to go crazy and relax and play and go watch movies everyday till my pocket money dries out. but there's also this sense of forboding because even though i know i've studied and have been studying, i just keep thinking i'm not ready. and the hard part is not really taking the exam; the hard part is getting back the paper. and it doesn't really help that i'm one of the "behind" people in my class in a sense that my name starts with an "O" so i'll be one of the last few people to get the paper. 16th i think.see that's the hard part, just waiting there for that excruciating 5 minutes with so many things just racing through your mind. there and then every one is almost the same. i pray to God, Muslims pray to Allah, Buddhists pray to Buddah and Sun Wukong and all that. well, that's with the exception of the SMTP students, who sit there and just wait for the paper cause they know they've done well - those no life craps. and that's all you really can do; pray for good results and hope that the teacher doesn't read out your results to the whole class. utterly excruciating.so that's really it. that's what these few weeks will hold for me and the rest of the people. just a few weeks more and we're nearly freekind of that is
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