tomorrow is the math paper, and for some reason or another, i feel prepared.  and i'm actually worried because of that.  i can do my questions (or at least the majority of the questions), but i'm still worried.  i don't know why but i'm a bit apprehensive about this coming math paper.  apparently the school thinks we did very well for the last math paper during the blocks, which i got a D for.  so because of this they apparently upped the standard for this paper and it's supposed to be hard.  so i'm not sure.  math is not my forte and while people always insist that it's a matter of practice, i beg to differ.  while i do practice, somehow when i see the questions in the exam, i just can't seem to get what the questions are asking.  it's just like my chem paper the other day.  i know my stuff but i don't know how to answer the questions when i'm faced with the paper.

so yeah, i'm really just not sure, and i have to really rely on God for this.

and my last paper is history.  supposedly my best subject (perhaps contesting with my GP).  but it also worries me like GP worries me.  cause there's the tendency to get complacent, think that you already know how to answer the questions and so there's really no need to worry.  i haven't started studying yet and this could be my downfall.  so yeah.

just really apprehensive about the last two papers and i know it's not long before it's all over. and it's not helping that i just keep feeling so sick.  like i'm gonna fall sick or something. stress i guess.  so just have to hang in there for the last two days and everything will be fine.  i hope.