no.
i'm not ready for promos yet. i thought i was, but today's math session was utterly demoralising. i couldn't do a single integration question. it's just really annoying to be stuck at the same page for the whole afternoon. perhaps it was the music that i played that caused me to lose focus. but then again, there's no denying the fact that i couldn't do the questions; and i know i can't.
it's a crucial period now. just one week before the promos start, and to not know how to do such simple questions that i could do with ease in the past is just so excruciating. i'm just really wondering how i'm going to do well for my promos at this rate.
but well, i felt a little happier after watching America's Got Talent. my sis taped the show from last night and i normally don't watch it but i did today.
you know how sometimes you just listen to a song and you just feel goosebumps all over. but it's not because the song sucks. it's a good feeling. the song relates to you, or maybe the song just gives you relief. that was the feeling i had today. there was this act by a 24 year old woman named Jessica Price who, judging from her voice, has the makings of a Grammy Award winning singer. she did a song called "I Can't Make You Love Me", and i mean it was awesome. had that good goosebump feeling that i normally have when i listen to songs like Lord of Lords or something. so yes. it's probably on YouTube so go and check it out.
I Can't Make You Love Me - Bonnie Raitt
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, dont patronize - dont patronize me
Chorus: cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont
Ill close my eyes, then I wont see
The love you dont feel when youre holding me
Morning will come and Ill do whats right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Chorus: cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont