somehow whenever i get my hopes up, something will crop up and screw it all up. just like that day when i wanted to watch the Dark Knight. but all the anticipation came crumbling down cause there were no tickets. and i guess whenever you keep wanting something so bad, and you don't get it, it hits you doubly hard.
so maybe there are just some things that i shouldn't want so badly. some things that i shouldn't keep waiting for. but the thing is that some of these things just can't leave my life. and maybe it's sapping my energy, and when it comes to the point when i realise it's out of my reach, it'll just hit me so hard i don't know whether i can take it.
but some things can't just be left alone in an instant. so i guess we have to live with it. and i have to live with it for now.
posted @ 8:12 PM |