don't know why but i just suddenly went crazy today. it was like halfway thru chem lecture and i just really couldn't take it anymore and my mind totally went berserk. i just felt like screaming and walking out of the LT. contemplated doing so but i didn't. in the end i made some stupid noise which was meant to be a silent "nooooooooooo" but i think most of the block heard it.
can't take it already man. i mean, school's just draining me so much i'm doing stupid things i wouldn't do normally. i'm not thinking straight, not functioning properly.
i think i really, really need a break. but tomorrow's lecture test, monday's math test and thursday's history test is not doing me any good.
why can't we just fly away from all this...
posted @ 8:25 PM |