i'm actually at a loss for words.
and it's amazing how people still want to blog even though they know that they have nothing much to say.
amazing and utterly stupid.
and still here i am blogging. stupid right?
i don't know what's really going on? these periodic inexplicable sadness. every now and then it just hits me and it hits me so hard that i just feel so lost. and i just have no mood to do anything.
and no i'm not a girl. that's the funny part.
it's my birthday on friday and i don't want to go on 17 feeling like this. i'm supposed to be happy. but i guess i probably won't be.
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off to work i guess.
posted @ 5:24 PM |