George Yeo said not to interfere with Malaysian Politics cause we are not from malaysia and even the malaysians are not allowed to interfere so who are we to interfere.
ok the second part was made up by me.
but not to interfere with Malaysian Politics? what am i supposed to blog about? i mean i intended to do something about the PI who went missing and do some conspiracy thing but nooooooooo. now i can't or i might end up at some Malaysian version of Whitley Detention Center. and most probably there will not be a toilet with no bars to let me climb out from.
dangerous
anyway. packed week that i have. need to finish my ILP, my EOM, my chem project thing all by tomorrow. and we have bowling meeting tomorrow.
hmm. and yeah my birthday is coming up and surprisingly, i don't feel the same way i felt last year. there's no longing and waiting for the day to come. i'm not even excited. and i just realised that it was my birthday like last week. i mean, it just seems to have lost that sort of excitement that it used to have for the past 16 years of my life.
maybe i'm just getting too old for my own birthday. wonder when i might forget my own birthdate.
early stages of alzheimer's setting in perhaps. maybe i could use that to get an excuse to leave school, skip As, pon NS and live a life of slackitude. that's if people believe me of course. which is quite unlikely.
funny how my post shifts around from casual stuff to random stuff to uncasual and unrandom stuff. maybe i should split my posts into two and give disclaimers at the top saying in big, bold, capital, neon letters: HAPPY STUFF and NON-HAPPY STUFF so that you all can just like choose what to read.
whatever right?
i hate to end my post on a bad note. but i just have no choice.
i have that feeling again. sometimes you guys have the feeling too. i bet you do. i probably said it before, but i'll say it again. it's like you just don't see the purpose in stuff. you wake up everyday and you just wonder why you are going to school, why you are doing this. it's not like something actually happened, but you just feel this way.
maybe something did happen and it's screwing with my moods. i just feel no motivation to do anything cause i just think that there's no use in doing all those stuff.
but maybe there's an underlying reason. same reason that has been there for a very long time. perhaps it's that again. comes along every so often to screw with my feelings. make me feel like shit.
but it'll pass. i know it would.
and i know that it'll come back again.
posted @ 8:50 PM |