after a good talk with my dear friend Zach, i realised something.
after merely 1 year of not seeing each other, we have both changed so much.
and it's sort of scary how both of us have changed over such a short period of time. for one i've noticed that he's no longer what i remember him to be. and i realised how much i've changed as well. not that heck care, playful guy i was last year. i've lost the sacarstic humour i had last year. i've lost that outlook to life that i had last year. i've become someone prone to emotional breakdowns. i've become a different person
and i needed someone to let me know that. i just couldn't see all this previously. it's just like how a parent watches his child grow, and before long, his child is all grown up. taller than he is, and he just didn't notice.
it's cause it's myself. it's hard to notice changes in yourself sometimes you need people to point it out to you cause sometimes you just change and you yourself don't notice it.
just sometime i was thinking about.
and yes i'm feeling much better after Panic added me
posted @ 9:10 PM |