i don't know why but so far my mood has just been bouncing up and down. i mean, i felt fine yesterday, but after today, i just feel even worse.
all these things that just unfold day by day merely serve to antagonise me, and sometimes hurt me. sometimes i just question my life and i just seek to understand why these things happen. i just can't seem to understand what's going on and why all this crap is happening. and all i can hope is that it's just my imagination. hopefully a nightmare that i can wake up from
but it's not
just hope i can survive this time
posted @ 7:29 PM |