hmm. yesterday was a disaster.
today was actually my math paper. so yesterday as i was doing my math practice, i just could not do any question. you know i was really very, very agitated and very irritated with myself. i mean, seriously, 1 day before the exam and you don't know squat. can be quite disappointing.
i was really disappointed with myself. just felt like not going to school. cause i thought that even if i did go to school, i would fail, so what's the point. but then again, can't do that.
i prayed. i prayed my heart out. i mean, it's seriously very crazy, the situation i was in yesterday.
the math paper today. it was hard. too hard. so hard that i'm looking at say a C5 for the paper. not good. just pray that things would go well.
then of course there was history, which was a breeze, other than me writing the wrong historian. so 3 things can happen. 1) i get L1. 2) my teacher goes easy on my. 3) he doesn't even spot the mistake. i just hope it isn't no. 1. no.1 would mean me failing the paper.
shit lah why am i screwing up everything?
this just isn't me.....
posted @ 7:22 PM |