you know i just failed my physics test again. and the first thought i had when i received the results was to come home and blog just one sentence: "%@^# i failed my physics again".
but then now i realise that the failure could be beneficial for me. it is in a sense God humbling me. i admit that i have taken my results for granted, perhaps bordering pride and arrogance. not so much in bragging, but rather not wanting people to find out about my failure. if i had continued like this, i would probably go on to fail my exam.
i guess God has His plans, and by doing so, He has given me a timely reminder to remain humble and not to fear asking others for help just because i don't want others to find out i have failed. so i guess by doing so, you all know i failed. but i would be working harder.
cliched as it may sound, it is true that failure would lead to success. i guess by failing, it could spur me on to do better. i wanted to just give up on my physics especially after failing 2 consecutive papers. i may not get an A1 for the exam, but i know that i would try my best. and i guess whatever the result, i know that God has worked in me. and i'm thankful to Him no matter what.
posted @ 7:52 PM |