today's prayer retreat was good. really spent some good quiet time alone with God. and God really spoke to me during that time.
i was actually contemplating missions, cause i was doing it during Masterlife 4 week 2. so during the week, the message was simple. Make Disciples. Go for missions. God was telling me that. simple. but the thing was that i didn't want to go. probably because it might be dangerous. i mean, Myanmar is politically unstable. Cambodia has landmines. Zimbabwee is plain far, not to mention hot.
so i was struggling. because God was telling me to go, but i didn't want to. so during the retreat i was praying about this issue, and God led me to Psalms 34. there was a bookmark there, so there was a higher probability of turning to that page. but it was really like God speaking to me. it talked about God, that He will deliver. simple as that. so there i decided to do God's will. to go if He wishes, because i know He will deliver
it was really a good time spent with God, and for once, i was really praising Him through prayer instead of the mundane "i want" prayer.
yeah it was real good. very good.
posted @ 6:22 PM |