i am seriously going to die.
a wake up call.
we had our JC curriculum briefing today. i just realised that if i continue to play Football Manager 2007 everyday, i will probably flunk my year and not be able to make it into JC. i need to do well.
i also realised that the subject combination is scary. all the subjects seem hard. i really hope i can just go to poly and get a diploma. what's the use of an A level cert when you can get a diploma?! i don't know.
i really need to buck up.. but how can i buck up when i'm swarmed with homework? i am dying. really dying. when you're knee deep in work, you will realise that it's not relaxing. it is crazy. i spend every single day trying to finish my work. what kind of life is this? it sucks.
but hell. i chose this school, i have to continue. i have to persevere. to hell with all of it. 3 more years and i'm out of the dogmatic form of education.
i'm just at a lost. why is the pressure building up?
Til I See You - United Live
The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You
You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you
You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name
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