i seriously cannot believe myself. i have totally screwed up my term result. 2 words. utterly disappointed. i am seriously disappointed in myself. let's take an overview of my results this term. i say there are no grounds for optimism this term. absolutely no grounds. i'm screwed up. seriously.
let's see.
Chinese - A2
Chem - A1
Physics - A1
Maths - A1
History - C5
Geography - C6
so far these are the results i have gotten back, and i am really not happy with myself. i am a humanities guy. and i got C5 for history and C6 for geography?! what kind of crap shit results are these?! what the hell! i studied like hell some more. i mugged my ass off late into the night and i get such crappy results. i am seriously disappointed in myself. and to add on to that, i just completed an extremly difficult literature paper yesterday which, again, has absolutely no grounds for optimism. i may not even pass.
i don't know what is happening to me. C5 and C6?! this is practically the lowest results i have gotten in my life. what the hell! i am not happy. seriously not happy. i need to study harder. much harder. and i got last in my class for history. how about that? shit man. i need to study harder next term.
anyway. there are some things i should be happy about. take my chemistry. i got 27.5/30, which is 91.66% or somewhere around there. that is 3rd in class. not too bad. although i had a few careless mistakes which would have made me the 1st in class for chemistry. but this is only one paper. it cannot make up for my terrible results for my history, geography, and possibly my literature. all i can do is pray that i don't flunk my literature test.
i just really, really need to study harder next term. i cannot afford to keep up this crappy work. and this year is so crucial i cannot afford to screw up anymore. and considering the amount of work i put in this term, next term is going to be hell for me. if i slept at 12 this term, next term i probably need to buy over a coffee factory.
anyway. i need to rest. seriously i need to. i had too much stress in the past few weeks. and the results collection has added on a lot to my stress level. i need rest.
and by the way... IN YOUR FACE LILE! SO MUCH FOR YOUR BIG TALK ABOUT BEATING MANU!!! IN! YOUR! FACE!
but it wasn't really fair play. Man U was almost losing. but Ryan Giggs took a good free kick. but not really a fair one. for those who watched the match, he actually took the kick before Lile formed the human wall to block the ball. but oh well. at least they won XD
and LIVERPOOL BEAT BARCA! yeah man! Liverpool beat Barca at Nou Camp! w00t! Craig Bellany seems like he can score whenever he plays! yeah man! no more Barca to threaten Man U's chance of winning! ole!
but i'm still not happy with myself...
anyways. this song is a very very beautiful song. quite an old song, but very beautiful song.
Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden
Verse 1
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.
Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come.
Verse
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me
posted @ 9:08 PM |